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lyrics
[Verse 1]
Was it all just a dream or
Was it just the price to pay?
Now I'm left here to pray in silence
And you got what you wanted
[Pre-Chorus]
I search for meaning when all I used to do was dreaming
Disconsolate, mourning a loss, lonesome at best
Run away, but I can never escape from the pain in my brain
This fucking misery
[Chorus]
I need a reason for who we are
I need to breathe throughout the war
I lost faith in myself again
I lost faith in myself again
[Bridge]
Just breathe in, just breathe in
And bury me, bury me
Just pretend, just pretend
And run away, run away
[Verse 2]
(I’m slowly shutting down and)
I can't dеny, that all I do is losing control
You know I can't keep going on, this shit is taking its toll
But I can never escapе, but I can never escape, fuck
But I can never escape, system failure
[Chorus]
I need a reason for who we are
I need to breathe throughout the war
I lost faith in myself again
I lost faith in myself again
This will always be one of the most fucked up tracks I have ever heard. The amount of violence on display has never been so sexually charged.
I absolutely love Calcutta too and I long to hear those words sung right into my face. pennynn1
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